December 16, 2003 by Allen George
…is what I’d describe (without question) as a bad day (TM). My productivity unfortunately, reached a new low today. I also realized just how much I’ve actually forgotten about python – which of course, depressed me even more. I’ll spend time boning up. My computer’s starting to irritate me… I leave it running for so long that after some point any activity on my part causes it to page large amounts of data from disk. Welcome to irritation.
Actually I don’t know what it is, but suddenly over the last few days I feel…different. I can only describe it as a general malaise, a feeling of being less than optimal. I suspect a good amount of that is caused by what’s happening.
At any rate, I’ve also removed myself from ICQ. If you want to get in touch with me via IM, I’m available as email@example.com. Yes, I’ll be online there.
I don’t know – I think right now, I’m in that mood where I’m just aching for … some meaning, some indication of what to do that I’m stalled. I feel so ‘out of it’. It’s a feeling I don’t like.